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thedarkermist Status: Member Location: Border town between 2 states and a country. Country: United States Gender: Male Age: 21 Type of artist: Artist of Many Talents Registered: Jan 30, 2007

Aim: stupidfryman@yahoo.com Yahoo: stupidfryman@yahoo.com Msn: stupidfryman@yahoo.com

Artworks: 120 Scraps: 17 Favourites Given: 346 Favourites Received: 203 Stars Given: 24 Stars Received: 28 Comments Received: 6442 Comments Given: 6454 Postcount: 6619 Pageviews: 2595

I was born in Germany Schwäbisch Hall/Baden-Württemberg grew up on my uncles farm for a while then moved to America now living in a bordertown that is a short drive into New Mexico and also on the border of Mexico which is a 10 minute walk, can you guess where I am?
Feel free to speak to me in German or English, not spanish, though I know a few words, I cant carry a conversation in spanish.
now before you be amazed that I know three languages, please know, that I suck at speaking and typing each one of them....so, yea.

As for art, thats why I am here, I can do just about all kinds, and over the times, you will see my gallery full of different kinds all kinds.

there is more about me, but you get to know me as time goes on,

Oh and no, im not a DA defect nor did I come in the BFD exodus
^^
~DM

Question:
In the journals, at the top, I list what I'm listening to, and the mood.

Do you pay attention to that, whether in my journal, or anyone else?

(For the most part, and there is an 'Other' for Prosey)

Yes.
No.
Other.
Total: 12 votes
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My third and final part of my bi-weekly journal

I want to thank all of you, that put up with my several long journal posts, and took the time to read and comment, I do truely appreciate it!

So, moving on, I have lots to cover again.


So I have a question...thinking about why people argue about where life began, some say a god created life, others say it was always there, but in time science will give an exact answer.

Why couldn't life began like they believed it did in the Nordic lands?
That being, a giant big bang occurred, just like our scientists say it does today, and through that massive bang, worlds and universes were created as usual. But Gods were formed as well, and they created their disciples that wondered the earth of their choosing.

If you ask me, it takes both sides of the argument, shoves it in one, and boom problem solved! and get this, its thousands of years old, and it makes more sense than some of the crap I've heard
I jest...but just wanted to bring the idea to your heads, give you something to think and ponder about

Okay, moving onward now, to my art.
I have already starting sorting through my next series, pulling pictures from to go through processing, they should start going up near the end of the week.
After that, I have a few random shots to post, then my very last set of pictures.
By that time, I should still be a head of the game with some model shots. Stay tuned.

Unless you all think its time for me to take a break with my pictures, I'll move onto something else


So I realized, that when I'm sad, or in a depressed mood/state of mind I do my best writings.
All my poems and such have been written when I have been gloomy, I can write when I'm happy, but it doesn't flow or sound as good.

Well...I just noticed that, I read a 'letter' I wrote after I broke up with one of my past Girlfriends, and wow...I'm surprised at what I wrote, it just has this...power to it, well for me at least, lemme show you what I mean.

I'll leave her name out of it, since I have co-workers, family, friends and people who shouldn't be reading this, read my site.

Title: The Red Angel of Vacillation

  "This is just a record of the past events, with ***** ****** *****.
To most this is just another letter of some love struck puppy in misery
To some this is just another exhibit of feral passion from a vague mind
To few this is just another narrative told by a different face.
To ***** this might just be either a spiteful jubilation of the predicament she liked to imagine she created or maybe a realization of the tribulation and despair she has formed through the frivolity and bewilderment in her life.

To me, it's just exactly what it is: History."

And I ended it with this:

"Does this mean she's willing to try again, and give all that she hadn't last time, regret maybe, or was this all about to start over again, like history, repeating it's self. My story ends here, as it could continue, but just like history, it's never ending, every moment and minute could be spent writing to catch up with the eternal time. And as far as I have gathered, ***** was just a Red Angel of Vacillation, and in no way a malevolent elation of the quandary she had created, but instead a tenuous and restive individual besieged to organize her problems while adapting to something new."

Whoa...Its crazy...when I'm happy, like I am now, I don't use big words, I am intelligent, (well so I think), but something comes out in me that normally wasn't there.
Oh and there is a vague look into my last relationship, haha...god I feel stupid in so many ways for that, and this piece of 'history' that I posted for you, only reminds me of that.

Anyway...I just had a random urge to show you all that, so please excuse me.
I want to start writing again, and finish my "1000'th" story as well, but I have no motivation, no creativity to do so...I'm lost, and I'll tell you why.

Going back to 'love'
I went by again to find my Bronzed hair angel ...but she yet again wasn't there...she will forever be a memory, a figure to haunt my dreams, with desires of lust and passion.

But, in my search, and In another's futile search, we ended up finding each other.


And after two years of being single, (damn that sounds so pathetic! )
Well, time has paid off, I can no longer write anything, because there isn't a shimmer of sadness deep within my mirror eyes.




How bout some features?
I did a spotlight on [darkernights]
And I urge everyone to take a look through his gallery again, or follow my link here, and go through what I posted about this wonderful young rising photographer.
[link]

[kizzie-sama]


[lightrefreshments]


[0ri]


[digitaljej]


[5439]


[phillus]


[ludimie]


[kaelycea]


There ya go, all for your enjoyment,



So now, I just about covered and cleared up everything.
I finally conclude my journal.
I have nearly emptied my journal notes, which is where I write down things I want to mention in my journal, somethings I just erased. I'm caught up on comments, and artwork in my tracker.

Now the only thing left is to catch up on life. So excuse me, while I get a breath of fresh air~



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